Livin' a Fairytale Life ^^

Chihuahua China

2009-12-23T23:01:00.001-08:00

I know the title seriously doesn't make any sense at all =) but I'm currently in China !

I can't wait to reach Harbin to Ski, Snow Board and build a snow man !!!!! <3<3<3

I've skied before so I wanna try to snow board ! I hear it's really REALLY ubber difficult but the challenge and adrenaline rush that I crave is Killing me =D

I've already been in china for a week for business reasons and whatever what not and I've bought ALOT of things . it's a shopping wonderland , seriously ! You can't question the quality, obviously but it's good enough

Now, I'm stuck in a tour group bus, for 4 hours with new friends

Celina 12 , Leon 10, and Ian 17 ^^ they are very random ppl , and Leon is Really dramatic XD lukily, they are all FUN

I wanna sleep but it's a lil uncomfortable but I guess I'll just have to bare with it

~posted from iJes

Snow Glorious SNOW !

2009-12-12T06:56:00.001-08:00

My blog is officially DeaD ! I'm just so extremely lazy to write about anything interesting .

I'm finally FREE ! technically, that means I have nothing else important going on for the rest of the year !

My Violent violin exam over
Trecherous theory exam done
Crazy gymrama competition finished
PMR exam ... Woosh gone
Sucky skate test passed
Cheer Cheer 09 ... =)
Mssm
Msss
Mssd

I'm FREE !^!^!^!

So now I have the rest of the month to truly relax... Enjoy and , ARE YOU KIDDING ME ?

I'm gonna PARTAY and have FUN while I can .

Vacation here I come babe !! China to shop, snowboarding, skiing , spa-ing and ... Whatevers

I'm not gonna waste any of my vacation time !!!!!!!! I don't get a chance like this often , only once a year ^^

Lastly !!!

SNOW GLORIOUS SNOW

~posted from iJes

TAYLOR LAUTNER <3

2009-11-28T07:50:00.001-08:00

A pictures says a thousand words ^^

I don't have to say ANYTHING , for you to understand what I'm saying !!!

Look at him XD he's gorgous !

Drop dead HOT & SEXY !!!

~posted from iJes

Honeymoon year !

2009-11-19T06:21:00.001-08:00

I simply LOVE this year , can't beleive it is ending !

I can't believe SCHOOL IS OVER !!! =(

I don't want school to end , I still want to hang around in school ^^ I don't even mind
Studying in school even though I don't have to !

It's already after the major exam, PMR , yet I'm as busy as ever

Talentime (finally over ^^)

Theory exam
Violin exam
Gymrama execution
Gymrama annual competition
Skating tests

I <3 skating! I just started 2 months ago yet Zhi Wei and I already completed 3 tests ! I'm so proud of us ^^

HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE !!!

"I will always love you ~"

~posted from iJes

SABAH BONANZA !!

2009-11-19T05:11:00.001-08:00

Sorry !!! This post was supposed to be like 2 weeks ago ^^

Aww...I'm back from Sabah !
I'm going to miss it there !!!
Really TRULY gonna miss it !!!!!!

I have always wondered what Itll be like, if I stayed there... Who and how I'll be ?

Guess I'll never know ~

FRIDAY
It was holiday and I woke up ubber early today cox of the flight to Sabah, was so tired cox the night before was Prefects Annual dinner..

Didn't eat breakfast though cox I'm going to eat at the Golden Lounge later at the airport.
Last minute check of stuff then went to airport in the taxi limo ...
The food in the lounge were awesome man !!! I have always loved the laksa there !!
Arrived at around 5.30 and wow it was already kinda getting dark there^^ check in to Sutera Harbour :Pan Pacific ..

Cousins came to see me ... At first they were really eMO >.< can't change who they already are . But in the end they were more fun cox of CHOCOLATE !!! haha.. Random

They stayed the night on the floor ^^ haha... Was supposed to be in the bath tub !! LOL i'm a meaney >.<

SATURDAY
Practised my performance ... Cousins were my audience =) the whole day was pretty boring ... Nothing much Zzz..

Ohya ! Went to eat the BEST roti canai EVA !! Not too oily.. Crunchy ... And utterly Delicious <3 yummmm ..

SUNDAY
Today's my performce .. Woke up like 6 cox the event is at 9.30.. It's my dad's company's product launching ceremony ^^ I did ok .. And I MCed too !

Finally saw my childhood friends ... LOVINNA, LAURA, LOUISE , LYDIA and CHERYL !!! Gosh they're all so gorgeous now !!! Went to sutera and swam with them !! CAMEHORE OF XOURSE !!
Well, I posted about today already on the previous post XD

I miss you guys like CRAZY !!! <3

MONDAY
Today was totally AWESOME !!
I woke up very early due to anxiety and excitement !! ... Saw the beautiful sunrise too !

Today I'm FINALLY going to see my friends coz my dad is finally free =)

First I went to see my friends in Maktab Nasional

CHLOE !!! ^^

~Kimi =3 cutey Kimi

funny Jeron =D

HAHAHA !! LOL... It was kinda awkward in their canteen coz everyone were looking ... More like Staring at me

I didn't recognize most of the other form ppl that I think I once knew .,. SORRY PPL !

Next I went to SRS Datuk Simon Fung, my primary school =>

My PRINCIPLE and T. Stella !!

Cikgu Mahani and Mrs Bee
OMG I'm taller than them and they almost couldn't recognize me >.<

My cousin and her friends ! They still remember me !!WOW ^^

My music teacher ... We used to make each other UBBERLY ANGRY !! I piss her off then she piss me off !! MUAHAHA and now I'm taller than YOU !

My little helpers ^^

MEAGEN and CHRISTY =D they were primary 3 when i was primary 6 !! Gosh, they can still remember me ^^ they are the BESTEST !! <3

Next stop !!! TSUNG TSIN !!!

EMILY and LAM =P my gymrama best buds ! We experienced EVERYTHING together ^^ MSSD, MSSS, MSSM ... being locked in the asrama toilet >.< scaaarry~

My BFFS ! JESSICA and MICHELLE <3
They're so pretty now ! Evryone looks so cool and different now ^^

SAMUEL and ALEXANDER =P I'm still TALLER THAN YOUUUU SAM !! you're still same old same ...

Play boy eh ? XDXDXD

ATHENA ! the so called goddess of wisdom ! She's like THE BEST WOMEN EVA !!!

I was supposed to go to her house but she came to Sutera to SS with me instead ^^

Life after the big battle XD

2009-10-18T08:21:00.000-07:00

LOL... reaLLY RANdom title but whatever..

haha, PMR just finished in a blink of an eye.
was so faaast

i actually <3 every moment of it ! it was just so trilling and fun, somehow !
i'm going to miss that .

teehee, i've finally got time to sit down to a com and blog instead of itouch
im actually not used to it anymore ... the keyboard i mean .

so after PMR now, i havent really gone out with friends yet coz i had to prepare for a performance in Sabah .

its ok, i'm still going to have an AWESOME time with all my friends again ... i miss them MISS them like crazyyy ~

OMG !!! today was freakin fun with Lovinna, Louis, Lora, Lidia and Sheryl !!
they saw me perform in the ceremony and then we talked and talked and TALKED ... and CAMWHORE like mad womens !!

after that, went to their MAGNIFICIENTly huGe house ! wash off and MORE camWhore !

went swimming at SuteRa !! was tons of fun, taught them cheerleading ^^ coz sabah cheerleading still not too established .

taught them ariel in the water and front summersault ! they learned really REALLY fast coz they also have Gymrama foundation =) and liberty + cradle and stuff

after that went to bath + more CamwHore in the toilet XDXD

was really xtremely hungry after that ... ate the creamiest tastiest CABONARA eva !! missed Sabah's fresh food !! everything here is delicious !!!!!! EVERYTHING !!! even in the gutter the food still tastes ggreat (well,better than any other gutter food in the world >.<)

after that, went bowling and pool... omg it was as awesome as eva !! the dim clubish like bowling alley and everyone dancing to the beat while bowling while playing pool =P + camWhoRing of course !!!

will post all pics of the day next time in another post k?

OMG !!! they're the bestest childhood friends someone can ever have !!!
i wasnt that close to them last time coz they were my parent's friend's children...
but they're like any high strung tennager like ME !!!

HyPER !~!

gosh, tomorrow i will see my CLAssmates !!! they still have exam after PMR ! sad sad

anyways !! will FINALLY see them man !!!
i'm so EXciTed !!!

WoooOooHoOoOoooo

2 days MAN !!! =D

2009-10-03T20:22:00.001-07:00

Omg Omg !! 2 more days to go ^^

I'm actually excited about it ! Can't wait to sstart and finish PMR !!

LOL, I even went to watch a movie yesterday !

This movie is awesome ! And horrofying Xx

Going to study more today !!

Maybe go ice skating later

Toodles ~

"THETHA PI MUST DIE"

*chills...*

posted from iJes

4 leaf clover ~ or a laprecaon

2009-09-30T16:00:00.001-07:00

Today it was paper after paper after paper >.<

Luckily we have a lot of holidaythis year so not 6 months of this !! We're definitely LUCKY !

I'm so proud of myself the first time I got 7/7 correct for the first part in BM ^^ LUCKY LUCKY but my joy lasted only awhile cox the next few parts were HOREIBLW =(

I ate guava for dinner, studied sej for the whole day after school and chat with Prasad.

Nites ~

~posted from iJes

15 is the new 21 , or is it? =P

2009-09-27T06:16:00.001-07:00

Finally !! Today is my long waited BIRTHDAY ^^

I had lots of wishes even before the clock striked 12 . Haha... It was pretty fun replying MSG after MSG ... But it was tiring !

Hahahaha in facebook too =D

THANK YOU EVERYONE !!!

I went ice skating today ! Before that, I went to eat i-Canton with family then bought a gown with my mum !

I wanted to buy a different colour other than black but the sales person kept convincing my mum that black is better so.. Oh well, it looks good ^^

I look really tall in it too

LOL I look kinda blur here ... Totally candid ^^

Skated with some friends ! Omg now my butt hurts from falling so many times !! I was all wet =X

Then came back and ate CAKE !!!

Heavenly fruit wonderland ^^

Family photo ^^

Gee gee wanted to cut the cake too !! =P

It was an awesome day ^^

I hope next year would be even more awesome !!

I'm gonna start planning a SWEET 16 partay !!!!!!!

Good luck PMR ppl =)

Tata , for now

~posted from iJes

crying my eyes out ='(

2009-09-26T06:15:00.000-07:00

I haven't cried this much since ... That time!!

Omg !! So embarrasing too... TSUNAMI is ultimately the awesomeness show ever !!

It's funny, touching, sentimental and most of all terrifying !!

I cried till actual TEARS man ''"" and the stranger guy beside me was like ... "why is she sobbing?" .. I was trying my best to recover and hold back my tears ... XP so embarrasing !!

The whole movie was amazing

The little girl...
The down to earth life guard...
The misunderstood millionaire...
The worried mother...
The parents...

The whole plot, Setting and actors were PERFECT !! they were spectacular and convincing *the prove is they made me SOB like MAD!!!*

~posted from iJes

Amanda says we're nuts XD

2009-09-25T08:30:00.000-07:00

Haha gymrama was as fun as usual ...

AMANDA !!! you look slightly round on your face !! I don't think you grew fatter actually ^^

We did the 100 thing today ... Wow ! My hip hurts now . The first time it was my whole body, then my back then my tummy then now my hips >.<

We were nuts today coz we kept singing Taylor Swift songs ! Haha

"she wears short skirts ,I wear T-shirts
she's cheer captain and I'm on the bleaches..."

And we camehored in the toilet ! Will get picas from Charmaine later, IF she uploads them today

Wow today was a fun day =P

Tomorow going to watch Tsunami !!

"I'm watching you ~"

Ps. Loreal awesome pic of the day !

~posted from iJes

Stuffed~

2009-09-25T04:12:00.000-07:00

Omg I'm so full right now >.<

Today, I finally saw the ex form 5s !! It was so awesome !

Let me start from the begining . I went to Sunway Italianese for Chyna's surprise party =) at first I was the first to be there ...

I was the only junior too >.< other form 3s were supposed to come but they HAD to study and what not , so I'm the only one ... It doesn't matter , I don't mind XP

Haha , cheryl and I went to look for Chyna at McDs ... LOL, both of us ran away to the elevator to the rink ... Going up and down , hiding from her ^^

It was hilarious =P so I purposely led her the longer way to Italianese ...

The others surprised us instead , Cheryl and I didn't know they were outside! We were a little blur

Then we went in and ordered stuff ! We couldn't stop talking ! Everyone had their story college, friends, memories, and more ...

Everyone looked great as well !

Will Find pic of today from them (didn't have my camera cox it's with mum)

Now that I think about it, everything is going mega fast !!

Today you're wearing diapers and the next day ... Who knows

Then life goes on without turning back~
Memories will be just that... memories
No matter bitter or sweet it'll still be precios

I've learnt something today , appreciate every childhood / teen years we have now ..

Before we leave our parents
Before we go into the real world
Before it's too late ...

Hahaha =) btw, the food at italianese is DELICIOUS ^^ they kept serving free bread ...

I'm so stuffed with food

*** updated***

Pics from Cheryl's cam ^^

Mama MIA !!! Awesome cake =)

LOL cute cute Febriana's sis and Chyna =3

Sheng Rong ... Sadly didn't really knew him XD sorry man !!

Omg they're so hilarious !!!

Presenting , CHYNA , the birthday girl rocking XD

LOL Cheryl is so tall and pretty now !!
(she gas always been =P)

Wish I'm taller >.< ohwell

Next, I'm going to huntdown pics from michelle, lynn , and KarYan =)

.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•That's all for now .•.•.•.•.•

~posted from iJes

I love this feeling

2009-09-24T09:41:00.001-07:00

Omg ! I love this feeling ...
It's like acceleration and motivation !
I haven't felt like this in a long time ^^

In 2 hours, I somehow managed to write BM komsas notes ... ALL the ISi and what not and KH notes( drew out and written down)

This I what I mean by acceleration feeling =) I somehow do stuff really fast and efficiently , yet I remember them ~

I can only get stuff into my head when I'm in this "mode" ... It's awesome !!

I used to feel like this all the time , but not recently ! Finally I felt it today

But the bad thing about this is that I'd totally lose track of time and forget other stuff like food, water And mother nature too >.<

Am so excited for tomorrow's get together =D how awesome it is to meet up again with ex school friends !

tata...

"picka-boo... I see you"

~posted from iJes

So outdated ~.~

2009-09-24T05:41:00.001-07:00

Muahahaha, finally watched Transformers man !!

LOL I'm so outdated XD
IT'S so cool !!

I love bumble bee

Look at how AWWSOME this car is XD

anyways, did finish a few books today ...

Megan Fox is as hot as usual , I want to watch her new movie coming this nov I think

~posted from iJes

The ugly truth

2009-09-23T08:57:00.000-07:00

Ahahahaha !!! ...
This movie is histarical

It's funny yet wrong in so many ways

Personally, I'd go for mike ^^
Not perfect but down to earth, smexy, smooth, buff, and totally in the zone

Colin would be awesome too ! Cox he's hot !!

Omg ! I'm talking about guys a lot these days ... Must be puberty kicking in XD

WHAT the heck !!

I love hot buff guys who has personality yo XP

I love DVDs <3

I love vanilla icrblend

I love chocolate cake

I love loving guys

Omg !! Think I'm high ^^

THE TRUTH IS UGLY SO LIVE WITH IT

~posted from iJes

Office-day

2009-09-23T03:11:00.001-07:00

Ok let's see,
Today I FINALLY Started studying ! Yay me ^^

I did karangan, sej worksheets, math, studied sej and science

Gah, feeling so tired right now ! Am still at daddy's office ...

When I get home , I wanna watch TV !! All the shows I recorded today XD and also watch DVDs that I bought =)

My mum just left too ! She should be at Kota Bharu now ^^ which means my dad will bring me somewhere nice =)

It's always like this... When my dad goes, my mum brings me to nice places to eat, watch movie and the same goes when my mum leaves ...

Nice being the middle person ^^

Just drank my fav Vanilla ice blended with cream STARBUCKS !!

My fav used to me Java but somehow I just don't like it anymore XD

Legs out

Legs in

This was awesome !!

I edited them ... But looks very amateurish XP .

~posted from iJes

Class trip <3

2009-09-22T21:37:00.001-07:00

Yea man !! 3 Delta class trip may FINALLY happen this year ^^

All I need now are my class mates cooperation and send in the deposit , everything will definately work out awesomely =D

Pulau Pangkor , here we come !! XP

This is our hotel and it's going to be AWESOME !! =D

So please send in the deposit by next week =) thank you so much !!

~posted from iJes

Hippadi-dooda

2009-09-22T08:08:00.000-07:00

ANOTHER study-less day >.<

I went to theory at 10-12 today . teacher was in a creepily good mood !! She didn't SCREAM at any of us ! She shouted but it's the notsoscary ones !! Haha, I did rwally well today ! 5 more pages and I'm done with the whole book ^^

Then went to Lorong Seratus Tahun at Taipan for lunch ... Saw an amazingly HOT guy at the other table ! He's a mixed ... I think he's Chinese+English+portugis+CUTENESS!! We smiled at each other a few times from across the table . Even overheard that he's taking PMR ! Same age eh?

Then went back, was so tired, slept for a while ...

Next, I went ice skating <3 but gosh there were many people today due to Raya ... I couldn't do much =.= but I manage to try scorpion, shoot the duck and 3 turn ^^

BEN YOU HAVE MENTAL DISORDER AND YOURE ANNOYING !! =D

You're such a playboy, always with different "gang" of girls at the rink =P that excludes me of course , I'm not a "gang" (haha, inside joke)

Anyways, Ben loony is just a hockey guy I know from ice skating !! If you do know who I'm talking about, please do me a favor and slap him =P LOL jkjk

After skating , went to eat at Dragon-i <3 delicious Chinese food ... Expensive though ... Ate crab, dumplings, tinsum, pork , curry mee^^ and deserts ... Yummy to the maXx

Lastly, went to watch G-force ! adorable little things =3 was supposed to watch Tsunami but sold out >.<

Sorry Ashley ! Was supposed to call you out to watch a movie with my family but this was a last minute decision !! Sorry ~

Just finished Doing some Yoga before blogging !

I'm officially going to study tomorrow as I'm going to my dad's office ! No more distractions there !!!!!

But but ... There's a Starbucks shop there !! MUST RESIST =( weelll, at least until I finished everyhing I'm supposed to do !

Yay! I found my motivation ~

Ciao ~

Ps.wish I could post pictures with iBlogger !! I'm waiting for the upgrade !! awesome ! Now I can ...

NOT hung over <3

2009-09-19T23:55:00.000-07:00

Woohoo! I passed my skate preAlpha test =) yesterday !!

My coach is so funny XD he put on his serious tone and tricked us ^^ mostly ZhiWei ! haha, she was so nervous and gulible ...

We passed and we're now learning level 2 stuff ! Crossing over is really difficult ! Bending and holding my hands up are really VERY tiring ! I even broke a sweat ! ON ICE !¡!¡ incredible

Now I'm at Johor ...
On the bright side:

there are many nice cousins, many "little" friends *cough*flies*cough* , and ... Nice food.

Still can't get over the fact that I'm supposed to be at Athira's house for a Raya luncheon =)

Anyways , I met distant cousins yesterday ! Theyre my mother's mum's sister's daughter's children ! They're from Singapore =)

Haha, was so glad I could speak to someone in English yesterday =D they're very funny too ... The brother "Tarwin" wanted to ride my Uncle's motorbike so I asked for the permisiion ... Apparently, Tarwin and Yao Le (his buddy) somehow (dunno the details ) crashed into a house ^^

Unfortunately, The sister "Joanne" burned her leg because of the exchose (dunno how to spell the hot thingy that's beside the bike) while coming down from the bike ! OUCH !! but she was really strong , didn't even cry or anything =)

My mother then put toothpaste on her leg cox there were no lotion and she thinks ice won't work >.<

Speaking of mothers , OUR mothers couldn't stop talking , and talking and talking ... Women ~

We exchanged contacts and Joanne added me on Facebook too ! Can't wait to meet them next time I go to Singapore^^

After that , I went for my dad's side cousin's wedding =P did you know ? She's married to my mum's side distant cousin ? Jesyln and Sky <3

Jeslyn's my dad's sister's daughter while Sky is my mum's dad's sister's daughter's son :) so it's a pretty faaar gap

We figure all this out in Sabah while both of them were going for university there and when they came to my house, Sky just somehow recognize the ppl in the family pictures and bla bla

Cool eh?

I drank ALOT of alcohol at their wedding but didn't seem to go drunk , just the funny warm feeling =D

Danced with all my cousins with my heels , wow, damn pain ... So In the end I took them off and danced bare foot ^^

All my aunties , uncles and cousins all said I'm taller, thinner and prettier now !! Muahahahaa ... thanks to my braces <3

The wedding went splendidly and we headed home ... We reached home at 1.30 ! I replied all my messages + facebook and then drop dead in bed

LUCKILY I don't feel hung over from all the alcohol I drank last night ! Phew ..

Toodles ~

whatever title =P

2009-09-18T08:35:00.000-07:00

I was planning to wake up early today and study but apparently,My NEEDS took over me =P

Instead of studying inthe morning like I intended, I watched TV , Ben 10 is pretty addicting ^^ and it's a marathon. While I watch his alien forces in action, I ate breakfast, then Jenny help me do facial, pedichure and wash my hair + treatment ...

I felt so clean and fresh after that ... Which was already lunch time >.< there goes my morning!

I felt so full that I went down to the gym by the pool to exercise . I did jogging on the treadmill while I read and did sej work books. For hard questions I had to fast walk while normal questions I jog. Its pretty fun, I do that frequently when I'm bored of sitting at home studying. Prevents me from falling asleep!!

Surprisingly, I have more correct when I do work books when I run rather than sitting in my room=D weird but cool.

After an hour of running/studying (2in1) ^^ , I went to shower and went back to finish all my PMR work books as planned. I finally finished 4 workbooks!

Watched TV , ate dinner

Went to gymrama and now I'm back XP

I wore looong sleeves and loong pants today XP they said I look like a Muslim for covering everywhere which I usually "expose" more =P we were camwhoring like usual and LAUGHING !! Coach said I look LaLa >.< how can I look lala in black and white ?

Teehee... Gonna focus more tomorrow , I swear !!!!!

That's all I did today, toodles noodles =)

Mobile Blogging from here.

the rain

2009-09-17T08:11:00.000-07:00

Aww man ! I couldn't exercise today due to the rain =(

Wanted to put off studying and just chill my brain while I run . So I was stuck in my room organizing my papers and doing a few sets of questions.

Can't believe there ANOTHER week of study leave >.< I don't like it ! I prefer going to school rather than stuck at home with piles of books haunting me to study them and do.

That's all I gotta say today .

Nitez...

"the rain washes away all sorrow but excessiveness leads to floods"
~Sandrea J.N

The story of my life

2009-09-09T06:35:00.000-07:00

It has been a pretty hard day today ... It's like DEJAVU all over .

Some of you may understand what I'm saying right now . About the DEJAVU and my life up till now

For those who don't , I'd just say that my life's always have been like a roller coster ride. UP then DOWN then UP then DOWN and ROUND and ROUND

Sometimes , people in it wants it to stay up forever ... Too afraid about what's going to happen next in that roller coster .

As for me , I've love my rollercoster for a life up till now . The thrills and chills ! And the UPs and DOWNs

All I wish for though , are for the people in the rollercoster to just live with it ... They can't control the rollercoster, MY rollercoster .

Sorry if you don't understand what I'm saying , I don't most of the time ^^ but I guess it's true

My life's been full of fun, new experiences and also , misunderstandings ... It's been like that since , forever ... And now I realize that it's how my life is and I'll just have to go with it .

I'm already used to all the DOWNs in my life, but it still hurts . Deep down inside, I wish I could have led a more carefree, and relaxed life ...

No expectation, No accusations, No suspicions, No misunderstanding... And most importantly, NOthing to uphold

I can just run around like a mad women without having to care wht others think . Not having to think through everything I say to make sure it's "appropriate" ...

A carefree world, with carefree friends and a carefree life ... Doesn't that sound heavenly?

Nobody's perfect and life just can't be fair either ... There can't be all going UP . because whatever goes UP must come DOWN . the higher you rise , the harder you'll fall .

There must be equal number of UPs and DOWNs in our lives so we have to accept it no matter what the consequence.

I'm just gonna have to live it with a little more dignity =)

"The sun rises brightly each day making way for a new begining but it'll disapear at the end of the day , ending it with tomorrow" ~ Sandrea J.N

dissapointments

2009-09-05T06:51:00.000-07:00

Before I post a more cheerful post about my day... I'm going to list down what I'm dissapointed of lately, to get it out of my systems ...

1. Most Recent = I can't go watch Final Destination with my friends tomorrow not because of PMR but because of crazy h1n1 and Johor >.<

I am forcedly FORCED to go back to my parents home town for no blikin reasons ... EVenthough we're staying in a luxurious resort with an activity centre BUT I have NOBODY to play with >.<

why can't I at least have a little sis I can boss around/help ^^ OR a hot brother who will help me/invite hot friends back =)

I know I'm dreaming ... But I am seriously dissapointed about not being able to watch it !!

2. Not being able to join Cyrens 2010 !! It'll be the coolest year yet and I'm going to miss out on everything !

I'm sorry girls, for letting you down and dissapointing you too ! You know I really want it ! I love it so much ... But I don't have a choice~

they'll have a CHARM coach, the PTA's support, proper auditions and an AWESOME Cap and Co-Cap ! If they're prepared enough, the PTA will ensure 300 ppl to root for them ! They will also receive free stuff such as shirts and costumes would be prepared early without worrying about any expense !

stating all that didn't make me feel any better .. Worst of it is ... If the members aren't cooperating and stuff, Itll be the end of Cyrens and the winner of sports day will have to represent the school next time

that didn't make me feel better at the slightest !

3. Trial exams == I felt I didn't work hard enough for it and most of the papers were tough . Besides that, I made BLUNDER after blunders !

I prefer subjective papers ... You know the answer and that's it ... Objective papers are so stressfull !! Ill keep think whether I should change my answer or not >.<

when I do the first one might be right ... When I don't , the one that I wanted to change into might be right !! So frustrating !

4. Food !! They're friends but bad enemies !! Just like the Phantom ! Omg , my resistence is terrible ! I could used to resist ! But now I might gobble up everything then notice in the end =.=

5.?? Well, this is actually pretty personal ... But I'll just say that ... I'm dissapointed in you , whether you know it or not !

~;~:~;~:~;~:~; END;~:~;~:~;~:~;~

woots

2009-09-05T06:35:00.000-07:00

Trials are finally OVER !!! Feels awesome

I'm so disapponted with most of the papers

Gosh, I am feeling so mega SORE right now !
Yesterday was Xtreme exercising ! I didn't know I could work so hard !

Before I talk about that I'd like to CONGRADULATE SHUFEI AND ATHIRA !!! Captain and Co-Captain of CYRENS 2010 =) just so you know !! I voted for you guys !!

Yesterday's excercise started In the school gym with Ee Lin and Athira ! It was a normal workout but I felt tired when we were doing suicide run >.< my stamina is in the drain after my fever ==

I felt ok then .. At night, during gymrama , the ULTRA exercising begins . Charmaine, Beatrice and I were doing many sorts of workout 100 times each . Some were 50

We were so spirited and enthusiastic !!
It felt awesome after as well ... We were sweating EVERYWHERE as if we just came from a shower !

Our towels turned into "moist towlets" and it was totally and uterly soaked !

That was kinda disgusting >.< eww..

And now ...

I am in PAIN
I can't move fast and my motions are lagged coz of the soreness
Today, during violin lesson, I got a HUGE thunder storm from my teacher ... She gave blow after blow after blow right at me ...

All that scolding and rumbling on and on was all for nothing !

I practiced ! But my movements are so slow today and all my songs were fast ! Oh my , I couldn't keep up !!

At least my brain was working , somehow better than usual ... My theory was marvelous today, as my teacher said...

Now I'm lying in bed, barely able to move but still posting about my day ^^

Despite all the agony and soreness ! I enjoy it nonetheless ! This proves it was worth it !

~ Currently falling out of like and into love

Second day !! TRIALS

2009-09-02T06:07:00.000-07:00

Todays paper were english and science

English 1 was harder than expected >.< stupid azure is light-blue >.<

English 2 was a breeze ... I love written exams ! Dont have to keep fussing over whether or not I should change my answer =D

Science 1 was okok ... Some questions were pretty tough ! I wish I didn't change my answers >.< grr...

Science 2 was hard but pretty ok ... Some silly mistakes though... Hope I don't have really major ones !

Now I'm relaxing at home trying to prepare tomorrows exam ... Math and kh . I'm pretty worried about my math ! I don't understand alot of stuff >.<

At least there is time to study kh tomorow ^^

2 more days to freedom
33 more days to torture !

Then again 38 more days till AFTER PMR !

I really want a class trip XD

come on YIN LING !
I'm begging you ! I'll help with the confirmation !!! It's supposed to be the last year we'll all be together as Deltarians ... Everyone would be seperating soon ...

Just 1 , ONE successfull class trip PLEASE !!!

PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!!

I'm seriously PLEEDDING !!!

Kneeling down on my knees and begging you !!!

CLASS TRIP MUST GO ON !!!

First day ! TRIALS

2009-09-01T06:57:00.000-07:00

I was extremely nervous in the morning ! Especially before going in the hall !

Bm 1 was very hard and confussing for me, as usual

Bm 2 was easy ... I'm actually very proud of the way I mangaed my time then ^^

Geo was easy but some questions were confussing as well.

Tomorrow is English and science ! Hope I remember everything I've learnt And supposed to know !

Let's ace this test !!!

Nitezz

NERVES breaking through me

2009-08-30T07:48:00.000-07:00

Trials are TOMORROW !
PMR is in 36 days !
Violin /theory exam in 2 months
Gymrama competition in 3 months

I'm not ready for any of this =.=

BM is the first paper tomorrow ! My bm haven't been showing improvement yet =(

Omg omg ... I have just realized that I've wasted a whole week . I studied but I seems it's not there anymore

One whole week of study leave had come and gone without a trace ~
regretting would just be a waste~
I am hating this bitter taste~

My mind is in a hurricane , seeking for a safe place . I can't find the centre of this massive disaster... If Only I could, I'll be in a peaceful serene place ... But it's not

Everythings in a jumble .. I haven't felt this way in a while ... This feeling of lost and uncertainty =(

The number 36 keeps passing through my head like a bad rerun show trying to get on my nerves ... Taunting me with the truth

The truth is , I haven't got much time left , father time won't give me back my time ...

I gotta put these back on track and align my hastling schedule in order

Wish me luck !!

Wish you Luck too (whoever and whatever you'll be taking) ^^

Let's try our best now =D time's not stopping for any of us

Jess~

GEE GEE AHHHHHHH

2009-08-29T08:30:00.000-07:00

Omg ... I can't believe it >.<
Gee gee peed on my bed ON my sejarah paper !!!!!

I am sooo pissed at her right now !!!

If she peed or pooed on my bed, blanket or pillow ... Fine whatever

BUT she peed on MY SEJARAH PAPER when I was just about to take it and read it =.= !!!!

The worst part is ,when I scolded her , my parents thought it was unreasonable ! They think I am WRONG for scolding her !

She PEED on my sejarah paper ... My beloved paper of everything I've worked on ... And they think it's UNREASONABLE for my tantrum ???!!!!!!!

Here's how it went ... Gee and I were playing around on the bed as usual , I was just about to update my blog about what I did today and when I looked up, I saw her on my paper ..

Then I realized she was squating like she's peeing and SHE WAS !!!!!!

OMG OMG OMG !!!!!

Now my dad is going on and on and on about RESPONSIBILITY =,=

He said "when you were young and you peed on the bed, I just laughed and now you're scolding geegee ... You were the one who was unconcerned when she wanted to pee ! You bought her so you have to be responsible of her actions ! "

And bla bla bla ...

OMG ... Of course he laughed last time because I didn't pee on his important documents or poo on his phone !!!

I peed in bed before, I admit it ... But who wouldn't have ?

I'm just MAD coz she peed on my NOTES !!!!

Ok ok... I should chillax now ... Talk about other stuff ^^

Firstly,
Breath in ......
Breath out....
Breath in....
Breath out ....

Ok, I think I'm chilled

Today I went skating , it was ultra wet there ! The ice hadnt been resurfaced for 2 days !

Coach Aiza thought me for a while ... He thought me the 2nd level things

Gosh, crossing over is hard ... I just can't seem to
1.bend
2.lean
3.align shoulders
4.stay
5.when I stay I can't move
6and so on ...

It had been a pretty tiring day ~

Went to freshen up and was about to read sejarah when, well, you know what happened >.<

ps. Blogging does relax me, surprisingly XD

I think I need to go appologize to geegee now ...
It wasn't completely her fault in a way

I was the one who made her hyper

She couldn't help it, she's a doggy afterall >.< so I can't blame her when mother nature calls

When you have to go, you HAVE to go =P

Ciao ...
2 more days to PMR trials =)

Wish all the PMRians out there good luck ^^

Monash U ... TALENTIME !!

2009-08-28T11:11:00.000-07:00

Today was totally awesome ! You know why?

Coz I woke up at 1? No....
Coz I ate Italian for breakfast? No...
Coz I can fly? No... That'll be cool though

But it's because...

I was with the A.B.C.J.J.W (Asian Born Chinese Junior Jakun Wuliaos)
Amanda Beatrice Charmaine JesSee Jessica and Winny !!

WE ... went to perform at Monash University for their talentime !
It was so cool ... It had a circus theme and the audience were THE BOMB !!

They cheered and responded to EVERYTHING ! I love them !!

Our performance was awesome ! Will upload tons of pics and videos soooon ... I did a blunder here and there ... SORRY !!

All in all, it was fun and the whole experience was overwhelming ! We camehored alot ! Mostly SIokSendiri-ing and damn__we are POSERS and proud of it!! XD

Can't wait for another performance ...

Oh SHOOT ... It's 2.23 am... I gtg sleep now

Tata~

To ABCJJW:
Please upload EVERYTHING you have ... And so will I ... I had TONS of fun and I hope you did too =P

lazynya

2009-08-26T22:21:00.000-07:00

Omg ! I am so lazy to post stuff in my blog !! I might even close it for good >.<

Hmm, maybe I don't have blogging skills =P I'm tak sangat interesting so aku tak mempunyai kemahiran blogging

Anyways, trial is next TUESDAY ! and I don't feel prepared at all !! Been dazing off, watching tv, and skating ...

Ahhyes, I've recently started skating ^^ my 2nd class last Saturday !
My coach is Aiza and I have classes with Zhi Wei ! Coolio~

I hope I can try cooler stuff soon XD

toodles ~ gonna go watch Kit and Kat
(a suprisingly interesting yet kiddy show )

~Jes

Ps. I'll TRY to update more often *itsnopromise* XD

C-Y-R-E-N-S ... Let's go Cyrens !!!

2009-07-22T05:34:00.000-07:00

Many of my friends were asking what's up with Cyrens this year ^^

check out

www.funnyfacestuff.blogspot.com

to find out what we've been up to .

its the awesomess cheer blog ever !!!!

a Must to check out ...

ps.i'll always stay a Cyren at heart even if i cant join next year !

Examz !!! Gahh ...

2009-07-22T04:59:00.000-07:00

LOL, i did pretty well this exam BUT
GOSH !!! why did i change awway soooo many right answers !

from now on, i need to believe in myself when answring !

putting exams aside,

my daddy still doesnt allow me to join Cyrens next year >.<

at first my Mummy doesnt allow me ,

now my dad too T.T

he wants me to excel in certain areas such as my athletics, studies and music

i tried convinving him that i CAN and always have been balancing my life with most of what i do

BUT ...

he said "thats why u should sacrifice some activities and Excel in a few. you're balancing your life well but you can do EVEN better IF u concentrate and go all out for just a few events instead of wasting your time in so many "

gah... bla bla bla

he also made me go on an "American Style" money managing ...

i dont disagree...

Because..

he gives me RM 100 a week

BUT ...(there's always a BUT XP)

i hv to pay for my own food when we eat out and my own stationaries

there are good points. when i dont eat out that week,

ALL that money will be MINE !!!

muahahahahhahahaha !

i was soo extremely dead in school today

i was spacing out

not smiley

sleeping

and not concentrating

i'm distracted and tired >.<

i didnt get enough sleep last night

AND,

something is trapped in my mind and it just cant escape .

do i want that prisoner in my mind to break free?

should i set him free ?

i will never set him free XD

the sight of him, a glimpse or a familiar voice, in fantasy or reality,

i feel an unexplainable happy and cheerful feeling . why ?

have you felt that ? do u feel it too ?

i know im dillusional and living in a fantasy world because

i think i am in <3>with you ^^

<3 is a battle field ~

xoxo, Jess

Dead Blog ~

2009-07-20T07:23:00.000-07:00

OMg ! my blog is seriously dead !
i'm just too lazy to write anything interesting XD
i prefer reading other's blog and leaving comments ! which is exactly what YOU should do too when u enter my blog ^^ HAHA

My life's finally settled down ...
no more cheer 09
no more MSSD
no more MSSS
no more MSSM
no more skipping classes
no more makerena
no more throw down hoe down
no more going crzy
no more pool parties
no more bonding sessions
no more ... busyness T.T

i cant believe i'm gonna say it , but i MISS it terribly !

when i was busy, i missed being free
now im finally free, i missed the busyness even more !!!

my 2nd monthly test was just over a few days ago, i think i did pretty OK but not as too good coz i was always so distracted ... my credit was flushed down the toilet (not literally) ... i need to have more self control !! RM 50 in 3 weeks is too much >.< i'm not gonna top it up until i think i can resist it ! YEA MAN !!! i can do it !!! sms-less for at least 1 month !!!
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speaking of 1 month ... my trial exam is coming ... oh DANG XD i'm gonna die
THINGS I SHOULDNT DO
-sms
-going on msn for too long
-watching 3 movies a day
-wasting my time on FFS teehee

and much much more .... bla

tell me what you think if i have short hair !!!

Short hair ... whatcha think ? i think it's U.G.L.Y !!! XP0.O did u see whats that behind my friend and I ?

Coolly Sunglasses !!

More RANdoM ladida !!!

Psst. we were wearing wigs , obviously ^^ ...NaSty Itchy thangs X.x

ps. i'm confused but happier than eva ! coz i think i still <3 you , till now !
~Jess

Plushys Mania

2009-06-15T05:50:00.000-07:00

Today I'm going to post about all my plushies that were given to me by my oh so dearest friends !!!! THANK YOU !!! i love themm all very much

PLUSHY MANIA

the newest member of the family,

given by Gary bought from Australia ^^

isnt it just ADORABLE !!! look at it's eyes, they're irresistible

look at it ... and say aWwww...

Thanks BRO =3

Mr. Blur Blur ^^ given to me by my lovable PENTAGONERS

(Ashley, Livon, Syin Li and Yinling)

*alphabetically

for my 14th Birthday !

you guys rock my socks ...

Twinies by Livon for Valentines Day <3

Issh Liber Dish (German for I Love You)

so i was told ..

the pink one makes a baby laugh when squeezed while baby blue says i love you

Adventurous Koala from Aussie from Zhi Wei !!! thanks ...

we exchanged gifts

i bought her a doll from Italy

(sorry, couldnt bring back Italian Pizza's for you)

Flowty from Derek in Japan

he got it from the clamp machine

(he wanted to ensure i keep my mouth shut =P)

Fluffy ^^ from my friend who USED to be in Sabah !!!

Thanks Anna,

will always remember you!

eventhough you're all the way in London ...

miss ya

Another A.D.o.R.a.B.L.e koala from Australia ...

thanks Daniel (a guy in the tour)

you're really sweet ^

Sharpi !!!

from my Gymrama couch

its not exactly from a friend... but its just so cute i HAVE to put it up

its so simpsons yet coral-ish right ?

Bunny is from another friend too or maybe not ...

GG likes to chew on it

try spot some slobber >.<

a gift from a friend for pri 6 graduation

*swore to keep his name outta here

sry ...

i got this ever since i was a lil girl

the song is very soothing

its a wind up doll

Beary is a present i got in primary school ... its so huggable

i like to snuggle on it ^^

i have lots more plushy at Sabah but i couldnt bring them all here and had to give them away >.<

sobsob

it's ok, that means more room for NEW plushies !!!

Thanks guys for giving me such huggable and Adorable plushes !!!!

i will always cherish them

*dont worry, this time, they wont be given away !

thats all for Plushy mania ( i know, its a lame name, cant think of a nicer name)

Anyways...

today school was alright!

is it just me, or does the school looks different today?

maybe its just me >.<

had Cyrens photoshoot .

our new t-shirt looks cool we have our name on it and our position

but we're all PLURAL

so i'm a BASES instead of BASE ... hahaha

FLYERS

SPOTTERS

maybe i could stick in a D

and it'll sound like BAD-ASS

don't mind me, i'm just being lame =P

my results were surprisingly not as bad as i thought !

i actually did quite well despite not being in school for 3 weeks ...

relaxing DOES help focus the mind !

i'm relaxing now and going to study some thing, somehow later !

thats all for today,

ciao ...

Ice-Skating ... wooosh

2009-06-14T05:35:00.000-07:00

incase i forgot to mention ... I'm starting ice skating soon

with ZHI WEI !!!

woots ...

here's a pic of us at the rink ^^

i'm starting in July after the competition ...

i hope Zhi wei and i are fast learners ^^

i know what some of u are thinking ...

why am i so crazy to learn something ELSE in my PMR year..

COZ ITS FUN SILLY !!!

learning something new is awesome its like a new challenge in your life

since my athletic thing is over why not try ICE SKATING ?

i hope this turns out well =3

i'm starting a new chapter of my life starting tomorrow when school REOPENS

2nd semester yo !!!!

for the first time... i'm actually excited to go to school !

Random FUN in Sabah

2009-06-13T04:46:00.000-07:00

for the holidays i went to sabah for a few days ^^

i miss all my friends !

sadly, i was only there for 3 days so i couldnt see most of my friends

to the friends i didnt meet, HOPE WE'LL MEET AGAIN !!

BUT i did see my bestest friend Athena !

i went to her house for a BBQ ... tHe food were ALL awesome ...

THANKS

teehee~

me, athena and her cousin

she looks like a rabbit here .. i look retarded

lalas gone wrong

failure kissy face

guess who's leg ? (should've gone closer =3)

fav pic of the day

ooo... i like this one too

i wonder who's this : i see my molley ... must be me

yup its me >.<

so cute ...

yuck... dont touch my tongue

haha

this one is seriously not right

LOL

OMG !!...

adorable cousin.. she WAS shy but she was seriously NAUGHTY after i got to know her

me, athena and jaron ...

no fair, he used to be so much shorter >.<

(i look sunburned in this photo)

to Jaron: sorry that we torture u until u were forced to run back home but seriously, YOU PUT ur hand in her B. DRAWER to get ur keys back !\ewwwWwwW...

we stole some sausages thats why we're biting a fork

the fork suits ya ... i bet you're going to be an awesome cheft

(she wanna be a cheft)

coz u didnt poison me ^^

i had an awesome time, thanks ...

! you're the craziest best friend eva !

love ya all,

muaxx ... ciao for now

MSSM MADNeSss

2009-06-04T04:45:00.000-07:00

Sorry i havent update my blog in so looooong .

this pics were taken during a month ago i think >.<

more pics are in my facebook

fyi. all the pics are kinda jumbled up so u just have to TRY make sense out of it

I MISS THE MONTH OF MADNESS SO MUCH

on our way to training

in our room in UM ( University Malaya)
hahaha... so random

Awesome ppl i wont forget !!!

Shawna

Michelle Yeoh

Leong An Gie

group pic at a school with an important guy that his name excapts my mind

An-Gie ^^

while waiting for the bussy

Chillin by the pool
ready, set .... GO !!!!!

pool pics ... more like vaccation than competition
we're eating healthy...
the trophy thingy
me, my jumping couch and Jason
the scary stadium ... so awesome
Ersyad(or was it Irsyad?), Sudut, michelle and I

OUr awesome Captains ... Shawna and Jamal

Kah Lin bunny

michelle me and gie gie

torturing her hair ... muahaha

so cool ...

we look so happy ^^

squeezing into the picture

group pic infront of the hotel
i love group piccsssss

at the lift too >.<
another group pic
the awesome ppl

crazying in the room

Jason and i
our couches in their cool "outfit"

before leaving ^^

lalas gone wrong ^^
An Gie got a medal !

before we left for competition ... so relaxed ~
checking out our hair
Kah Lin and I
night before competition
on our way to meeting thingy

our running vest ... looks so professional

ME !!
competition finally ended

The BIG day

2009-05-20T05:44:00.000-07:00

Friday, 22 May 2009

I'm so weird, I feel the nerves 2 days before my event and I didn't feel any yesterday and today.

I was fine the whole morning and at the stadium too. I felt so awesome N ready

SADLY ....

I was very extremely unlucky today

There are 6 jumps in triple jump you have to be the best 8 to continue the next 3 jumps

My first jump:
I went full speed, jump really well
BUT it was disqualified

My second jump:
my coach said I should play it save so I went slower and my jump was not bad. It was NOT disqualified

My third Crazy jump:
it was the BEST I've ever done . It was far, high, strong, fast, and the feeling was totally amazing
BUT it was disqualified by a little bit, like one toe.
IF I did get that one right, I wouldve been FIRST !!!!

I was really angry and disapointed at first cox I let my parents, coaches, teachers, school and state down.
Plus, I've wasted a whole month training without going to school

As I think of the bright side, I'm really happy. I've actually gone this far, to MSSM. Even though this is the first year that I've done t/jump. MSSD was the first time I've jumped it, seriously.

I'm a NOOB
and I can come so far, tried my best and gained tons of friends and experiences!!!

I'm not sad at all. Actually, I am so extremely happy to have challenged myself to come here.

Thank you
Mum and dad,for being there for me
Teachers (mr tana), for believing in me
Coaches, for dedicating your time to train me
Friends (you know who u r), for helping me and cheering me on until the very end^^

My next obstical would be my mid year exam. I'm going to try my best and make the best of myself.

Anything is possible If u put ur mind to it !!!!

Will display pics once I'm free ^^

count down ... 2 days

2009-05-20T03:48:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, 20 May 2009

I don't hve an event today but im still nervous. All my roomates have an event today so they left the room earlier

I was all alone in the room this morning.

I had no mood to eat breakfast so I just stayed in the room, studying.

Haha, nothing went in, obviously
(but I tried)

So I TRIeD to study ^^

Nothing much today, went to stadium to cheer!!! I'm shouting and screaming so much I think I won't have any voice left once I go to school :@

pearl hotel international

2009-05-18T07:39:00.000-07:00

Monday,18 May 2009

Another week has gone since I've gone to school so i'm going today for a few reasons. Today, As I walk around in the morning, everyone kept giving me the Omg !! She's finally here expression.... They all thought I finished my mssm ^^

It was really Funny !!!

The reason I went to school today is to tell my BM teacher that I won't be taking the exam this Saturday.

She was shookingly understanding and I didn't have to negociate at all . She's such a nice teacher

I really do miss school >.<

Haha,I rock, jesses sucks. Cehhh,, no la. I'm anngie by the way AGAIN.
sry,but its so boring

My friends here are all really bored and my iJes is our only source of entertainment :)

Anyways...~

The pearl hotel international is a pretty cool place To stay but our selangor team gave the people there(workers, civilians, hotel guests, weirdos,etc ) really bad impressions.

1. We're Extremely noisy
2. When the bus arrives, some ppl rushes in like there's no tommorrow >.<
3. The workers there even scolded us about our disiplin but I don't think anyone noticed

Dispite all this, I really had fun just going crazy !!! We're acting Jakun and Lame but it's really worth the fun being scolded . It's not like I'm ever going to stay in that hotel anymore so SO WHAT !!! ^^ ( song of the moment )

Good luck in your Mid-year exam everyone !!!!

hello

2009-05-17T21:41:00.000-07:00

Hi this is not jessie . But her gay friend, anngie. Hai hai hai.... Byeeeeeee ;D

THE week before MSSM

2009-05-17T07:40:00.001-07:00

Monday, 11 May 2009

This is THE week before mssm. I am so nervous and thrilled at the same time

Tomorrow I will be checking Into the Pearl International hotel. I'll be staying there for a week with my mssm athelit friends.

I'm thrilled because the hotel is really comfy lookng and there's starbucks, subway right infront of the main door !!!!

I'll take lots if pictures and post it on next time. Now I'm writing my blog through my iJes.

My itouch is so extremely useful !! I can even chat in msn with it

The only problem I face with it is that I have stubby fingers so I keep typing words wrongly >.< I'll tryto get used to it .

Signing out now

Nitezzz ~

What a hactic year

2009-05-17T05:38:00.008-07:00

I thought my form 3 year would be relaxing but I was soo wrong
This year, my life is so full and fillled that I barely have the time to breath

My exam Is in a week and I barely studied
My MSSM competition is this Friday and I feel nervous and my stomach keeps doing summersaults whenever I think about it
My violin teacher is worried with my performance because I hv no time to practise violin( who wouldn't be worried. I'm taking my G5 exam this year and I obviously suck...More)

My parents aren't giving me any stress at all. Actually, i'm giving myself stress right now.
I'll definitely try my best in the competition this friday. I'll have fun and do my best
I've been in training camp for a month now, I shouldn't waste the whole month of hard core training

Sometimes I feel like I need to prove to someone that I can do it
But in the end, I was only proving to myself that I did and cAn do it

I'd better go back to studing. Now's he only time I can sit at home and study.

wish me luck!!! After this 2 weeks, I'll finally be free... Until something comes up, again like it always does.

Ciao ~ look forward to my next post about my competition, camp, new friends and experiences in this hactic year in MSSM

Dear Santa,
please give me the gift of time because mine is broken and it's going too fast

Yellow House RoxXxx

2009-05-17T05:38:00.007-07:00

We Are the Champions !!!!

Once again, Yellow house is The champion !!!
Our points are almost 100 points away from 2nd...

i'm not going to say much..I'll just make it short >.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_V7LQWJ20hXg/SfL3RlSPVOI/AAAAAAAAAHI/JawFeYQL4VE/s1600-h/P1020370.JPG">Yellow cheer's awesome starting !!!

We are so COOL !!! ... too bad we didnt win though ... 2nd is awesome enough !!

Random shot... haha... i look retarded ^^

Sin Yee the Magnificent !!!
she is THE best flyer EVER !!!
she can learn almost anything in just a short time ...

I LOVE YOU <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_V7LQWJ20hXg/SfMNzxavghI/AAAAAAAAAH4/5X9xPj42JCo/s1600-h/P1020426.JPG">

I just love crazy group photos XD

plain stupid ^^

Hahahahahha...

GeeGee the olahragawati !!

Trophies won by Yellow House !!

It was an Awesome day !!!

sorry can't describe it in more details ...

maybe next time...

TATA

Drama !!!.... AMAZING ^^

2009-05-17T05:38:00.006-07:00

Being a prefect isn't all that bad. i get advantages and stuff.
like for instance, today i get to what our school DRAMA !!! ...
i get to skip classes too ...

They were the up most AWESOME !!
some could make you cry and/or LAUGH to death ^^

sadly i missed the Perk Yang one which i heard is really hilarious and well played

SO HERE's the RESULTS !!!!

1st- 5 Gamma Drama
2nd- The life of Thye Perk Yang (5 Delta)
3rd- Money or for Love(4 Delta)

Congrats to all Winners !!!

The 5 Gamma Drama was about family problems with a snow man and snow Ball ?... i didnt really get the begining but i loved it !!!! they were acting so well and so ... dramatic ^^ HAHA

Money of for Love was about a CEO who was going to pass down his company to one of his children and there are conflicks and MORE !!! hahaha... they all looked so cool !!!! awesome work Su-Mae (director). Ter looked like a pretty girl today !!! HAHAH with mascara. he should so totally be a girl !!

5 Alpha Romeo and Juliet were not bad as well !!! really nice props and they even sang the Love Story song !!! .... Super !!! hahaha...

I Love Drama.... can't wait for Next year's !!!!

Love you all .. <3

Cheer-tastic !!!!

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I LOVE cheerleading !!!
its like the most challenging, Fun, exciting sport I've ever done !!!

when i was in Sabah i always wanted to cheer. and now i am ever since i moved here !!! i almost didnt manage it in Form 1. it was only by luck that i joined Cyrens in 2007 ^^

hm... i would like to try to fly someday... (properly)
i can stand up there but i dont know how to go up >.<
sad sad

Yellow cheer is pretty tight !!
we're done with everything by now all we need is to polish it all up !!!

Cyrens is pretty good too. we're starting work-out and stuff ^^ best of all , most Cyrens members are from YELLOW !!!

BY The WAY !!!

Charmaine almost killed me today during PE!!!
she carried me and i was better ... sort-of , kinda >.<
well not exactly
anyways...
i was up there suddenly she said "lets cradle Jes See"
"1...2...3..."

i shouted "NO !!!!!!"
hahahhah... i almost died !!!!

but it was thrilling and fun !!!
i'm like addicted to it somehow
I WANT TO DO IT AGAIN

THANKS CHARMAINE FOR ALMOST KILLING ME TODAY !!!

Bionic Women T.T

2009-05-17T05:38:00.004-07:00

Ever since Mr. Tana said i was Bionic Women,
loads of strangers seems to talked to me for no reason ?
i had to reply nicely and sweetly but in my mind i was actually thinking
"who are you and do i know you ?"

I know those strangers are just trying to be friendly and get to know me.
but sometimes ... i have no idea who they are . >.<
its so sad that i have to laugh !! XD

i'm like so not the type of person people can admire or respect
truthfully, i feel i'm the worst prefect ever.
i do my duty and all, but no one listens to me >.<

Just today, i was shooing some people down
but they won't listen to me (obviously)
and when Eugene just walk past, suddenly they were all running out the door

I'm so hopeless T.T

i'm not complaining that people i dont know somehow knows me.
it just feels weird that's all.
when i just pass by a random class of another form,
people( that i don't know) would wave to me n call me BIONIC WOMEN .

why must the name BIONIC WOMEN sound so robotic and serious ?

i'm not BIONIC at all >.<

Anyways....

Today our school had the annual x'country Trial.
in the beginning, i didnt want to run it .
but i ran anyways coz i wanted to get back to school early .

When i got back, i felt pretty hyper that i even started Cheering with other HYPER people.
OMG!!! when i went back to class, i was seriously DEAD !!!
lucky i have Cyrens practice that i could relax and sleep through ... kind-of

once again, people i dont know were bothering me while i wanted to rest on the trampoline

T.T that's what you get for being BIONIC WOMEN ...

I'm falling in LIKE <3
i always feel so right around you .
but, i can never be with you
as you were my friend's ex
so i have to respect that forever.

I'm JUST falling in LIKE
(because you're so right that i have to resist)

Love... Jes~

Who knew Libraries exists ^^

2009-05-17T05:38:00.003-07:00

I forgot when this was...
but my Friends and i went to Arkib Negara to search for Sejarah info ^^

Livon's dad got lost a few times but we managed to find the place in the end, eventually ...
haha... when we got there, we were kind-of lost
we even saw some Alpha people there ... coincident much

The library was ok i guess... alot of unnecessary forms to fill up such as:

the form when we enter (gate)
the form when we enter the library
the form when we want to borrow a book
the form to fill if you are under18 and needs to borrow a book
the form to photostat the book
the form of photostating the book if you're not above 18
the form when you leave the library
the form when we leave the place

tisk tisk... so many papers wasted

Anyways... these are the pictures we took there...

Hahaha... we're the Jakun people who are sitting on the stairs waiting for the Car ^^

The Merdeka car !!!! woots

took a random picture by the door >.<

i have no idea what that was ... but it was random ^^

HAhAH... we're blocking the Welcome sign ^^

the Twinx posing ... (lisa and livon) or was it Livon and Lisa XD

hahahha.... last picture of the day with Livon ...

tata... love ya
Jes See

Msss is the time of my life !!!!

2009-05-17T05:38:00.002-07:00

It has only been a week since MSSS ?... it felt like forever ago>.<

I miss everyone there !!! i just love the retarded Laughs together ...

as for me, i feel my msss expereince has been SUPER AWESOME !!!

other than the pressures and what-not .. The training has been hardcore and torture but i guess it worked out in the end !! ^^ we have the most funniest and LEAST scary coaches ever !!!

HAHA... at first, i felt so lost and blur. the drills and warm-ups they do are so weird and ... different. I was one of those freaks who kept getting pulled out by the coaches because i was HORRIBLE, TERRIBLE .. utterly, obviously embarrassed myself !!! >.<>

T.T i'm a disgrace ...

but i slowly caught up... somehow . BUT i still think those drills and warm-ups are weird . they don't even have any affect XP what's the point of doing !!

Oh ya... since i'm new to this BLOGGING thing. i havent post up my MSSD pictures and stuff thingy yet ... LOL, maybe in a months time. i'm like the worst blooger eva don't'cha'know ? ^^

Picture time !!

World's LEAST scary coaches ever !!!! hahah... all trying to act cool XD

This guy is the ULTIMATE giraffe !!! he is freaky tall !!! Nayomy and I are tipp-toeing and he is bending a little but LOOK at the GAP !!! and the funny thing is ... this Giraffe can't jump despite his height... believe me >.<

Doesn't be just look histarical !!! I love to tease and joke around with him.. but the sad thing is , i dont even know his name yet . maybe i do but it's too long to remeber >.<>

THE GIRLS !!!!

you may think i'm really darker now, but i'm the lightest girl there ok ^^

we're so totally the craziest people there !!!

I MISS YOU GUYS !!!

NAYOMY !!! isn't she pretty?... she's half Dutch and MALay !! i envy and adore mixed people

they just have ... THE LOOK ^^ hahaha...

speaking of THE LOOK ... i look totally mes-s-y here

Zi Lyn,the awesomest long distance runner i've met

RANDOM group photo !!

we were just standing then suddenly someone's mum passed by with a camera so we were all posing !!!! HAHAHA

Carlos Benjamin Goonting

funny name ^^ ... what type of guy do u think he is ?...

sweet?, player?, dimbo?, or retard?

hahaha... LOL

so sweet =)

She is the super HIGH Jumper !!! Crazy and Pretty too !!!

cute-ness !!!!

OMG !! we all look so sweaty(in all pictures) , guess that's what we get for being athletes

Group random-ness with the coaches !!!

NAIM !!! ... he's a high jumper and SUkma Volleyballer !!!

Yap Yang , you should know him !!

Leong An-Gie !!! the SUPERSTAR !!! MSSS Olahragawati !!

she reminds me awful lot about Ter Chen Hong !!

she doesnt look so in this pic but she really does ^^ she acts and speaks a little like him too !!

she has the handsome, pretty and cute girl face !!! ADORABLE !!

The Sports Men and Women !!! ...

left... Ikbar from Petaling Utama... Cute An-Gie and others !!!

they look so cool >.<

Jay-se ... she's just a form 2 but she is freaking tall and FAST >>>>

another Adorable Petaling Utama athlete !!

before competing >.<>

!!!

so much FUN !!

I MiSS you guys !!! hope we see each other SOON !!!!

LOVE YOU XoxoXO ^^

The Begining of every Begining ... ( DONT read !!! it's going to be a WastE of your TIME !!^^)

2009-05-17T05:38:00.001-07:00

Hey Everyone out there !!
i have just started a blog so it may look a little weird ^^

but to anyone who thinks this is lame please leave before i bore you to death ^^

so this is the real deal
my life is like the living walking fairytale .
sometimes it can even be a nightmare but i always try to cope with it ^^

This year, my life would be busy busy and more more busy !! Studies, Cheer, Sports, Violin, Theory and more !! it sounds alot but actually i have loads of time. look at me now, i'm blogging ^^ someimes i may even have 5 hrs of TV to watch.

Many of my friends think i have 48 hours a day^^

during Training:-

I feel so FANTASTIC today! although i may feel injured, i did a 9.25 on triple jump today !!! tht is like a miracle !

the most i have done is 8.7 or less but this is just so awesome ! at first i thought the coach was just trying to torture me -.- but it was all worth it in the end .

speaking of torture, the coach is sometimes just mad ! he kept asking us to do more and more each day ! on the first day of training , i remembered he told us to do a 100 sit up ( i couldnt move the next day XD ). As Jason said, all of this is for a reason n the after effect will be worth it ^^ i hope he's right or i'll kill him. but seeing my improvement today, i guess he's right.

btw... from now on, on my blog, i'll write my love life (crushes and stuff), my anger and other thingy tht is not supposed to be known in a story ^^ like a fairytale ...

lame , i know but its for the best ^^

maybe tomorow i would upload pictures of us cam whoring. i always look so weird in pictures but soon i would have my braces out and i can be less weird !! haha...

ANYWAYS...

Once upon a time...

There lived Fairy who has sworn to control her feelings and emotions, to never love another or to fall for their charm. She has made a few mistakes of such in her life and promised it would never happen again ... at least for a year. As this fairy and her friends have an important exam to face in the coming fall.

As i continue on the journey of Fairy and her friends, Layla the garden pixie, Alaradin the Genie and Shelyne the Toothfairy.There are many obsticals and challenges they have to face together including relationships, friendship, bonds and trusts ^^

There used to be another close friend of theirs, Elvira the witch. She is a nice and kind person, although sometimes her mood swings can cause masive destrution to the peaceful land of Delphlyn as she is the proud and respected leader of the land.

Our five-sm relationship started to drift apart at the begining of fall last year. She has been in class less n less and whenever we spoke to her, she just gave us her glaring stare and either walk away or did not reply. We knew and coped with her nature as she is what she is .

But as time gone, Alaradin, who used to be the closest to Elvira started to get annoyed by her nature. All of us felt the same. I understand tht Elvira can be sensitive and emotional at times but she just goes a bit too far sometimes. Whenever she is in one of her tantrums, she's around us. so, we dare not interfere or reason with her as we know it is no use. But alast, we decided to let it be...

HOMEWORK.... ART !!

2009-05-17T05:38:00.000-07:00

As you all know, i havent been in school for a whole week due to MSSS ... tht reminds me ^^ i hv to write about my MSSS expereince soon...

I had loads and loads of homework that i hv to catch up ... but those are boring stuff... today, i'm going to write about my art homework. ^^

I usually dont care about my art work. for 2 years i hv not passed up my art folios at all.. i'm even more not keen on painting.. i only like to use the oil pastels =)

this is how the dining table look like when my mum and i were doing hard core painting ... haha. my mum thinks she's such a good artist so i challenged her to a PAINT-OFF ^^

ME !! staring at the paper holding a brush thinking it can't get uglier than that >.<

My mum concentrating on her master piece !!
Jenny (my Cambodian Maid) joined in the fun

GeeGee's trying to help me too !! but Jenny pulled her away ...

!!! FINAL RESULT !!! MY PAINTING
MUM'S

VOTE NOW !!!

GeeGee is admiring my work !! i know you'll always support me !! LOL

I guess both art are a wee bit weird and ugly but i guess we had fun ...

Guess why i'm so HAPPY !!!
coz i WON !!!!! hahahaha... I'm the Champion !!!

LOL... so SS

i will write about my MSSS experience soon..

I'm going to keep you posted about my fairytale crazy life...
so stay tune...