Some of you may understand what I'm saying right now . About the DEJAVU and my life up till now
For those who don't , I'd just say that my life's always have been like a roller coster ride. UP then DOWN then UP then DOWN and ROUND and ROUND
Sometimes , people in it wants it to stay up forever ... Too afraid about what's going to happen next in that roller coster .
As for me , I've love my rollercoster for a life up till now . The thrills and chills ! And the UPs and DOWNs
All I wish for though , are for the people in the rollercoster to just live with it ... They can't control the rollercoster, MY rollercoster .
Sorry if you don't understand what I'm saying , I don't most of the time ^^ but I guess it's true
My life's been full of fun, new experiences and also , misunderstandings ... It's been like that since , forever ... And now I realize that it's how my life is and I'll just have to go with it .
I'm already used to all the DOWNs in my life, but it still hurts . Deep down inside, I wish I could have led a more carefree, and relaxed life ...
No expectation, No accusations, No suspicions, No misunderstanding... And most importantly, NOthing to uphold
I can just run around like a mad women without having to care wht others think . Not having to think through everything I say to make sure it's "appropriate" ...
A carefree world, with carefree friends and a carefree life ... Doesn't that sound heavenly?
Nobody's perfect and life just can't be fair either ... There can't be all going UP . because whatever goes UP must come DOWN . the higher you rise , the harder you'll fall .
There must be equal number of UPs and DOWNs in our lives so we have to accept it no matter what the consequence.
I'm just gonna have to live it with a little more dignity =)
"The sun rises brightly each day making way for a new begining but it'll disapear at the end of the day , ending it with tomorrow" ~ Sandrea J.N
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