Sunday, August 30, 2009

NERVES breaking through me

Trials are TOMORROW !
PMR is in 36 days !
Violin /theory exam in 2 months
Gymrama competition in 3 months

I'm not ready for any of this =.=

BM is the first paper tomorrow ! My bm haven't been showing improvement yet =(

Omg omg ... I have just realized that I've wasted a whole week . I studied but I seems it's not there anymore

One whole week of study leave had come and gone without a trace ~
regretting would just be a waste~
I am hating this bitter taste~


My mind is in a hurricane , seeking for a safe place . I can't find the centre of this massive disaster... If Only I could, I'll be in a peaceful serene place ... But it's not

Everythings in a jumble .. I haven't felt this way in a while ... This feeling of lost and uncertainty =(

The number 36 keeps passing through my head like a bad rerun show trying to get on my nerves ... Taunting me with the truth

The truth is , I haven't got much time left , father time won't give me back my time ...


I gotta put these back on track and align my hastling schedule in order


Wish me luck !!

Wish you Luck too (whoever and whatever you'll be taking) ^^

Let's try our best now =D time's not stopping for any of us


Jess~


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