Examz !!! Gahh ...

LOL, i did pretty well this exam BUT
GOSH !!! why did i change awway soooo many right answers !

from now on, i need to believe in myself when answring !

putting exams aside,

my daddy still doesnt allow me to join Cyrens next year >.< 

at first my Mummy doesnt allow me , 

now my dad too T.T

 he wants me to excel in certain areas such as my athletics, studies and music

 i tried convinving him that i CAN and always have been balancing my life with most of what i do 

BUT ... 

he said "thats why u should sacrifice some activities and Excel in a few. you're balancing your life well but you can do EVEN better IF u concentrate and go all out for just a few events instead of wasting your time in so many " 

gah... bla bla bla 

he also made me go on an "American Style" money managing ...

 i dont disagree... 

Because..

 he gives me RM 100 a week 

BUT ...(there's always a BUT XP) 

i hv to pay for my own food when we eat out and my own stationaries

 there are good points. when i dont eat out that week, 

ALL that money will be MINE !!! 

muahahahahhahahaha !

 i was soo extremely dead in school today

 i was spacing out 

not smiley

 sleeping 

and not concentrating

 i'm distracted and tired >.<

 i didnt get enough sleep last night

 AND, 

something is trapped in my mind and it just cant escape . 

do i want that prisoner in my mind to break free?

 should i set him free ? 

i will never set him free XD

 the sight of him, a glimpse or a familiar voice, in fantasy or reality,

 i feel an unexplainable happy and cheerful feeling . why ? 

have you felt that ? do u feel it too ?

 i know im dillusional and living in a fantasy world because

 i think i am in <3>with you ^^ 

<3 is a battle field ~ 

xoxo, Jess